Today is my anniversary. Two years. My past issues with a wandering mind and wandering lust has crept into my life, once again, nearly destroying my marriage. I have done considerable damage and I do not know if it can be reversed. I am asking that you intervene and repair what I have damaged. It is a huge mess.
I am sure I am not the only one who is having this type of problem. I am so weak and pathetic, and I cannot determine if it is me or a spiritual attack or probably a little of both. I believe it is a little of both. The enemy knows my weakness and has exploited it. I admit to having a vivid imagination and a weakness for looking, and it has been used to drive a wedge between my wife and me.
Please intercede on my behalf and empower me to overcome my shortcomings and love and desire my wife only.